The Fire
It never ends
That pain,
Running through my back in a huff.
Joints are battlefields,
Every step sets me on fire
Hating movement,
My body burns itself.
I touch my back,
And my hands lie
I know there’s wildfire
From bottom to top
My skeleton burns.
Relief
I took one bag
Pulled it up
A little pinch
Poof
It was a waterfall
Washing away the flames
Tempering the fire
My vertebrae swam
Synchronized swimmers
In a pool of crystal blue
My body was calm
Eyes closed,
I wade into the water
Addiction
I want to walk,
To sleep in waves of calm,
Away from wildfire
Let it end
I wade deeper
Am I drowning?