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Forgive Me


In my white coat,

I ask for forgiveness.

 

Forgive me,

to the weary homeless man

walking into our student-run clinic; 

I’ve tinkered on, 

my hands fumbling to find

your heartbeat –

my inept care

showing. 

 

Forgive me, 

that you are the practice model;

and your only access to care,

furthers my own education.

 

Forgive me,

to the ones that medicine has harmed,

that our hospitals are built on –

black and brown bodies,

unpictured 

in our medical textbooks.

 

Forgive me,

for the grave robbers 

who used your bodies

for medical research;

for capitalism 

that has demarcated your land,

into food deserts, 

and polluted air quality, 

and no green spaces.

Forgive me that your lungs are broken, 

and your heart is weak.

 

Forgive me for the violence you have suffered.

 

I try my best – 

I try to do better,

the weight of history,

staining the white coat

that we all wear –

Proudly.

 


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Qiang Zhang Qiang Zhang (1 Posts)

Contributing Writer

UCLA David Geffen School of Medicine


Qiang Zhang is a first year medical student at UCLA David Geffen School of Medicine in LA, CA class of 2025. In 2019, she graduated from Duke University with a Bachelor of Arts in political science. She enjoys yoga, playing music, and reading books in her free time. After graduating medical school in 2025, Qiang would like to pursue a career in Internal Medicine.