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what are you doing?

i don’t understand.

you’re taking lives

with the iron in your hands.

it’s cold outside

so you’re packing heat.

you want to feel strong

but your mind is weak.


new drills for the kids

hypervigilant adults.

you’re making things worse

rubbing wounds with the salt

from their own sweat

dripping in fear

that if they turn the corner

you’ll be near.


morning rain brings

more lives lost.

mourning cries for those

who paid the cost.

what was the quick

transaction for?

mental health

for death’s door.

or is it more?

is there a cure?

i’m not sure.

please, no more.



*For context, this was written after the Orange mass shooting in March, 2021. I had woken up to the news about a mom who was shot and had lost her son, whom she was holding at the time in the shooting. It was a rainy day outside, which felt reflective of the somber mood. Like others, I so badly wanted the shootings to stop, and then wrote the above.

Image credit: “Empty classroom” (CC BY-NC 2.0) by dharder9475

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Holly Ingram (9 Posts)

Medical Student Editor and Contributing Writer

East Carolina University Brody School of Medicine

Holly Ingram is a fourth-year medical student at the East Carolina University Brody School of Medicine in Greenville, North Carolina. In 2016, she graduated with a Bachelor of Science in biology with minors in chemistry and anthropology from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill. In her free time, Holly enjoys playing soccer and visiting waterfalls. After medical school, Holly would like to pursue a career in pediatrics.